I'M SO UNBLOGWORTHY!

What a crock,huh? Time has been flying so fast,I didn't even realize I haven't blogged in a while,when usually it nags me to unload whatever is bumping around in this dome.
Had a good Christmas,and I hope everyone else had a good one as well.The best part of my Christmas was just to see lil Scootie and his sister and baby brother had a good Christmas.As we all know,my heart got broken when my sister took him(Scootie) back after saying she definately didn't even WANT him,even when she gave birth.Went to my Mothers' and brought them gifts,and the rest of the family pulled together for them too,as the sister is back in jail for the umpteenth time.I had to fight the tears and lump in my throat when Scootie said"Just put my presents up,and I'll open em' when my momma comes home"(nobody knows when or if she will be home soon).No matter what she does to the kiddo's they still love their Mom.My mother has had her hands full,that's for sure...and w/ a bad heart...my sister is sure giving her more grief than she needs.She's had alot of chest pains...can't imagine why.My HALF sister is gona drive her back to heart surgery or worse.
Oh crud.Every year I manage to forget something vital.LOL..I make this dessert that everyone likes(and usually mentions on the phone before Christmas) to take to gatherings,and the ingrediants are green jello,2 boxes of cream cheese,pineapple's,and pecans or walnuts.Sounds crazy,but everyone loves it,and I can't let em' down.So I got all the ingrediants...I THOUGHT!!Guess what I forgot?The main thing! The freakin' Jello! Oh holy cow.I was SURE the grocery stores were closed...but lo and behold thanks to Brookshires in Hawkins,I made my dish,plus pea salad....the only thing is ,everyone says they love it....but I can't stand those little green martian-egg-looking things!I was really anxious to see my brother,who I haven't seen in ages and of course my friend CJ---but unfortunately,neither worked out.Disappointment,but I wasn't 100% sure who could make it anyways.
Rayven came and brought her Mr.Abusive...but like she said "Be NICE to him Mom".So I TRY...I REALLY do to respect her wishes.I wonder if ignoring him is considered rude?OH WELL.(my bad)Love can be confusing sometimes...God knows I know that first hand,so I can't be angry at her for not canning his sorry ass.My past ,no doubt,I'm sure plays a part in her curiosity for the WILD guy type.That was short lived for me...but she remembers.No doubt,she remembers.I wish she only recalled the good guys....but her elephant memory goes wayyyy back.
Anyways...gotta mosey on over and see what my blog-buds did.
My New Years' resolution is to lose weight.Probably the most common one....but I have been sick and am quite sure I've lost alot already(not a good way,but I'll take it any way I can get it),so I have to go in today to see why I have had this female problem since Dec.6th,besides not eating,cramps in my stomach,but I won't push the panic button till I see what in the world the deal is...if there is a "deal" to be concerned with.But I was told a long time ago.over the phone, by 2 nurses in the E.R.,to "GET HERE NOW".I simply ignored them (again...my bad)But as we all know,I'M SICK OF HOSPITAL CRAP! So I decided to tough it out till after Christmas,and since I have everybody on my ass about this...it's time to face the music.
After being held hostage for days,for the broke-neck surgery last year and then for one reason or another...I get scared to even go in the door of one! But I have had the longest female problem in history.My woman friends can read through the lines,I'm quite sure....but this is the longest case in history...so I have no freakin choice.Bummer.
Hoping everyone had a terrific Christmas!!Can't wait to hear all about it!
hugs