M.I.A.(found)

I really HATE that I have been able to discuss anything I have on my mind...now I feel censored.For my future,it HAS to be this way.It's been so long since I've came to my site,I don't know where to start.So I'll just keep it simple.I'm going through alot of complications w/ my daughters'.One...my daughter that has my absolutely PERFECT Grandbaby,and 2.My youngest is supposed to dominoe Oct.9th.(which is a good thing,btw)I'm sooo excited all over again.
Where the complication issues come in,I'd rather just keep them in my handwritten journal,which I've come to depend on.I've always been a diary/journal/blogger...but safer these days are pen and paper.Sad,but true.
So let's go with the positive and withold the things that are tearing my heart to pieces,and driving me to nutty-ville.
How bout that?
Job is going great.I'd say give it about 20 years and I'll be debt free.LOL...Nahhhh...just jivin'.Or am I? ha ha
I miss my blog-buds.....I'll say this.From the bottom of my heart,I say this:"Life is NOT what I want it to be...but halleluia,PTL,it's NOT what it once was"!
All is well.
Hugs to all.Been missing being lost in my blog world daily.Since my job somehow has me "Websensed"blocking blogs,pix,and all kinds of things..I have to depend on home to blog.So....look out! There's a new girl in town....wait....maybe not a NEW girl...but a prodical daughter...maybe?? Or is that a prodical son? Oh damn...nevermind.I'll get my head out of my a*** and hang around more.
Too-da-loo
and hugs...hugs...hugs