MY OPINION...LIKE IT OR LUMP IT!!

Yes,I have had alot of %$#@ going on in my life,and what truly sucks is: all the blogger friends I THOUGHT I had....well,you never even left a single thought on the issue,like you even give a f****k.When this has happened to others,I felt compelled to go and mention to them on their site that I will be thinking of them,and will always be here when or if you come back to us.Nope--I don't need your sympathy,I just want to get 2 things off my damn chest,because I truly began blogging many years ago to use this as a diary,like the old small book type diaries w/ a lil key..so I never expected a response to anything I EVER blog about.But after quite some time,I realized I had made some really cool friends.But then some ppl I THOUGHT were true friends,were really just another stupid link on my faves list.

#1.To the people that left a sincere thought:Thanks for your care and concern.Really.You KNOW who your friends are when you need them,it meant the world to know that the people that I've grown to care about,as odd as non-bloggers think it is...some of us are actually at work,or at the grocery wondering...I hope so-in-so is okay,I can't wait to get online and check on him/her,or you wind up feeling guilty for needing more time to check on your blog friends.Those friends that really do understand that you can't exchange blog messages on a daily basis,but true blog-buds try and get to one another as often as possible.....and
#2.Kiss my a%% to the people that always seemed to put up that stupid front...but burned off when my life was going through the bullshit.
OK--so call me bitchy,whiney,on my pity-pot...YUP,I "AM" all those things and THEN SOME..more things I didn't mention...but I felt the fucking need to get that off my chest!!!
AND number 2 DEFINATELY applies to those people that I spent day after day leaving messages on their same post,time after time,with me asking "are you ok"? "I'm concerned about cha'"!etc...etc...on the same post that remained unchanged for days or months on end.Wondring to myself: Please don't be another Denny Shane.Who,btw,is very well known for his daily blog,and wound up having a devastating stroke,and that just broke my heart to pieces.So I wonder who else will have bad health and not be able to reply..Yet,I "DO" UNDERSTAND not being able to get back online for a number of reasons.But you know who I'm talking about.You KNOW who you are!
NOW!! I feel much better,cuz I've been dieing to say that!!!
And finally... SPECIAL THANKS TO THESE PPL------>Bill,Letti,Nachtawache,Tweetey 30, and Lindy...and of course Michael, Patti and definately Walker.Sure,I may have missed a few,but just cuz I SDIDNT SINGLE YOU OUT DOESN'T MEAN JACK,CUZ U KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
Those of you who are offended...ask yourself why!
and if anyone has anything smart to say...I'm grown,
BRING IT.