PETE & REPEAT!

I done something (due to my temper)...that just hung my goose! I'm too freaked out and discouraged to even go into details....
All I can or will say is....there are some things in this world that I would give my left arm to be able to take back.BUT I CAN'T.
I have been walking the chalk for a REALLY long time now,and all of a sudden I do something TOTALLY out of my character,and I will have to pay dearly for it.
WHY WHY WHY don't I stop and THINK before I do certain things?
Dammmmmmmmnnnn-it!
So much for trying to do the right thing.I just slipped and fell face-first this time.
DAMN.