Now what in the world do I do w/ myself? I'm single.When I seen my Mom all dressed up and having a blast last night...I thought "Maybe there's hope after all"! LOL I went to get the house key from her at a really HAPPENIN" club,and I was just amazed at all the people laughing and having a great time.I guess I forgot that life can be like THAT!ha ha It was good to see my Mom having a good time because she's been keeping my sisters 3 kids (she's in jail,btw)...so she doesn't get out that often....but boy when she does,she sure knows how to have a good time.lol
When I went to get the rest of my things yesterday,Ray tried the "I'm sorry,baby" mess....but I'm fed up w/ the I'm sorry game.He's never gona change and I have to accept that.It's just hard fopr me right now dealing w/ change.I have never been good at dealing w/ major changes in my life.I guess we are just creatures of habit,as they say....and this just feels so wierd.Sleeping alone,going places and not having to report to anybody.
I have to be honest though.I'm not exactly thrilled about having to stay w/ my Mom right now.She's being very supportive of course....but it's like a madhouse here w/ a 2 year old,4 year old and a seven year old.Oh,I love my niece and nephews to pieces....but I'm not used to all the excitement.Plus I miss my kitty REALLY bad.I can't have her here in the house.I guess I could bring her and put her outside...but she's NEVER been an outside cat.In fact,she's scared of being outdoors.But Ray doesn't want her....what can I do? I can't think of anyone that would even keep her.
I miss my kitty so much.Ooops!! There goes a tear! STOP TAMMI!!
No tears!!!
Sunday, November 6, 2005
SINGLE AGAIN
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You hang in there. It only gets better :)
I wish you all the best of luck Tammi! Good for you for getting away from Ray. You deserve so much better than that. I'll keep my fingers crossed that everything turns out okay for YOU and your CAT.
Best of everything to YOU!
i'm so proud you didn't give him an inch when he said how sorry he was, i bet he's sorry now...
*hugs*
I know it can be hard to stay with mum again buts its only till you get yourself sorted. Glad you enjoyed your time out, now you just have to learn to make the most of your free time like your mum. Glad your were strong when you saw Ray. have a good week, sending you hugs
Hey Tammi,
Ok, check this out.
Ok, now I wouldn't recommend this with Ray but if you ever come across another prick like that and he wants to apologize and repeat the process, here is a good way to ditch them is to run The Hail Mary. What this is is you pretend to accept his apology, tell him you're going to take him out to dinner, take him to McDonald's get him a Happy Meal and ditch him right there.
If this isn't a clear illustration of what you may really think of him the maybe just maybe a restraining order will be.
*scratches head* Wait...isn't a restraining order another way of saying I Love You?
Oh well...*hangs out in a tree with binoculars trained on Lita Ford's place*
Hang in there Tammi... you don't need anyone that will drag you down.
Be strong, work hard, defend others, speak your mind, stand up and be counted and remember... there are a LOT of people who support you.
Just tell me how I can help... I am always here.
Take care and know that you are loved!
Fred Brito
www.fredbrito.com
federiqkoe@gmail.com
Hey Tammy. More power to you. Also, thanks for your comments on my page. All the best.
Thanks for visiting my blog and commenting :-) Sounds like you are going through a lot at the moment. Take care.
Just a little humor that happens to be fact. I have happened upon the very core of a global conspiracy to subjugate and control the population of planet earth. Where does it start? Cats, Dogs, Pet rodents and all small animals. They were put here on this planet to make faces at us.
Thought you could use a laugh...but it's the truth...isn't it?
OK.... How ya doing... I am thinking about you.
Fred
glad to see you're still being strong..and hey, family is good, ya? *hugs*
Hey Tammi,
Its tough! hang in there! You havent posted a blog in a while! Hope everything is alright!
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