JUST THE USUAL DRAMA

My moving plans have been canceled for the time being.My car situation,my medical,and financial situation play a big part....but then two: Ray came home from work with a dozen roses and a Teddy Bear for Mothers Day,and he's really acting strange....I mean strange in a GOOD way.Like maybe he really IS sorry for the way he's been doing me lately.His excuse is that he's just so afraid he'll lose me,which I find hard to believe.How can you be scared you'll lose someone,when all the while your screaming at them,accusing them of weird shit all the time,and calling them M.F.'ers,and Bxxxx's,etc....
Anyways....I don't feel like making this another long "Ray Post".
I just got my computer out of the shop.$85.00 to take out my fried 80 gig hard-drive and cd-rom.I'm only using the DVD-rom to download my stuff back on,till I can take it back and have another cd drive replaced.I wonder how in the hell I did that kind of damage? I think I'll go on this computer help site and ask.Here's the link.It's pretty cool.I used to be addicted to the Tech TV Message Boards...but they shut it down,but this one is pretty helpful if you have ANY computer questions,ppl WILL help you out. http://forum.worldstart.com/ I met some really smart ppl on there.My online friend from New York is my fave.He helped me learn so much about computers.I'm still not as bright as him as far as computers go...but at least I can find my way around now!
I'm friggin sunburnt again.I layed out the other day,and I'm the ONLY person I know that this happens to....but,if I don't cover my lips while laying in the sun,they get SOOOO TOTALLY blistered,it's pitiful! My top and bottom lips are burnt severely and only carmex can cool the just for a minute or 2.Oh,and they look terrible!I don't expect Ray's gona come running in the door when he gets home from out-of-town,for a big-o kiss on the mouth! lol EeeK!
Last week,he wasn't home 10 minutes and had to have MORE than a kiss! Geez!? At what age will that kinda stuff start slowing down? I mean...here's an example...I have an Uncle(I prefer not to say WHICH uncle)...hell,probably ALL of em',being as I think about it...Anyways...this uncle tells Ray his inner-most secrets.Then Ray tells me what he says....well,it appears that my 70 something year old uncle is STILL getting his groove on,but his wife won't...so he goes elsewhere to get his needs met! HOLY COW! Is there any hope(relief) for us women? I always thought men over 50' ish were pretty much through! And whoever invented Viagra oughta be beat! lol....I mean...granted,I DO have my days where I have MY needs too...but not NEAR as often as the men I've been with.Uuugh! Hormones! Or is it testosterones..whatever it is....I think maybe men have waaaaaay more of a sex drive than us women.(me ,anyways)...GEEZ! Is there ANY" hope for for us women? ha ha