TIME 4 COMPUTER REPAIRS & a NEW LIFE

OMIGOSH! Something's happened to my PC(WinXP) that I can't seem to fix.I powered up the other day and it stayed on the opening page w/ the logo and the little dots under it showing it's TRYING to load,but it never did.
Sooooo....once before when I had a problem Compaq sent me these3 "QuickRestore" CD's,and it wiped out EVERYTHING in my PC and put everything back that it came w/ when I bought it at the store.Well....since then,I took it to a PC Shop and had an 80 gig hard drive added and 512 MB's of ram.So I'm not too sure if that extra hardrive confused things when I used those 3 CD's again this time.Probably not....but so far,all I could put back was AOL.It won't let me add my printer/scanner,or extra printer,or ANYTHING as far as that goes.I even tried to download the latest version of Windows Instant Messenger that it came w/,and it refused.My tech buddy in N.Y. wanted me to use that chat,so he could help me see what's going on instead of sending 1,000 e-mail's back-n-forth.
Anyways....NOW,everytime I power up it wants to do some kind of file checking.
It says:
"Chking file system on C:
Chkdisk is verifying files.stage 1 of3.
file record segment 2059 is unreadable...(and it says exactly that numerous times,but each time has a different unreadable number.Then towards the end it will say something about recovering lost files)"

So what do I make of that? I called the computer place and they say it could be hardware issues.Maybe a fried one(hopefully the 20 gig,and not the 80...IF that's the case)
Darn!!! I wonder if I should try to run those disks again? Or HOW can I check to see if it's fried hardware?
Okay....it's time to talk about the usual things I blabber about constantly.Ray and I had a huge fight.I wore a top and shorts to the video store last night and ladies....do you think it's appealing to have winter-time WHITE legs and arms? I don't.So,that goes to show you,that I DON'T CARE who sees my lily white legs and arms.Nooo,I didn't wear a bra,BUT...on this top it has the big letters that say "GUILTY"in Roman numerals,that hide any "T.H.O."s (titty hard ons).I ran the movies in the store and quickly picked out 2 others because I had chicken cooking on the stove,so I had to hurry back,NOT giving a shit who was there and who wasn't,and scurry to the check-out so the high school boy (BTW) could check em' out for me.....well...guess who pops in and plays GRAB-ASS? RAY!!! All the way to the car he's screaming at me about what I wore! We get back to the house and it's world war three!
Long story short.I informed him that ONE of us has to make tracks....and if it's NOT gona be HIM......I AM! I'm simply wore out from all the accusations,and being called a liar everytime my mouth opens.I could totally understand him thinking that I would lie,IF HE EVER CAUGHT ME IN ONE.But,I swear,THAT'S not the case.HE HAS.He's also been busted cheating on me,so I figure his guilty conscience is wearing him out! I have to get out of here.Matter-of-fact,he can STAY in this HEE-HAW country-side,I'm moving back to civilization.This is waaaay too country for me.Plus the job situation sux.I called my real Mom last night.We clash,big time,but I'm willing to suck my pride in and go live with her.I simply can't take it anymore!
I refuse to cry...hell,I feel like going out on the town!!! lol Maybe I'll break down and bawl when it's all said and done...but HE won't see it! That's for sure. I've told him many times..."I've done my prison time day-for-day....and NOW I feel like I'm STILL doing time"...can't leave the house.He calls at least 20 times a day from work asking me "WHO'S THERE?YOUR BOYFRIEND"....God knows my heart,I've been true to him.But after ALL this time and there is STILL no trust.
I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!Gotta move on! The pasture's may not be greener,but I'd settle for no grass at all.Sand dunes suit the xxxx out of me! lol