Do you ever just feel alone? I mean...it's like it's really a choice right now....if that makes sense.I miss Ray.But yet....I don't miss the bullxxxx.I miss the way he smells.The way he pulls me closer when I'm too far over in the bed.But yet....I DON'T miss him always telling me NO or yelling at me.I'm just ready to go back to work.I don't care what the friggin' doctor says.I'm in some sort of manic depressive mood or something,I guess and it's weirding me out.I don't even drink anymore and I feel like getting drunk.How strange is that?
Okay...I'm through pouting now.I'd bet getting drunk would only make things worse(frown).
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
LONELY!!
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hey tammi. just dropping in to visit your blog and say thanks for visiting mine. you are in texas? then we are southern neighbors - i am in arkansas. was not born and raised here (yankee by birth!), but i'm a southern girl for the long haul now. lol. glad to meet ya and i'll be sure to drop in again soon. visit me anytime!
amanda
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