IS THERE MORE TO LIFE THAN JUST RAY?

I'm starting to notice that this blog is centering around mostly Ray,and that's not cool.But I suppose when you have someone that seems to run every aspect of your life....where you go,when you go,what you wear,or should I say "don't" wear.Who you talk to,what friends are allowed,etc.So you say...."Why do you allow this to go on,Tammi"........why??? I don't know,really.Maybe waiting for the "old cool Ray" to come back,maybe financial reasons,maybe even scared of change and things winding up worse than now! I can't say it's just one thing.But I will say this....TODAY(YIPPPPPEEEEEEEE) is my 1st day back to work! Ohhhh shit,Ray hates it,cuz he smells INDEPEDENCE and probably tire tracks burning off in the near future.Ohhhh COOLNESS..Then I'll be blogging about all the places I've been, and places I'm getting ready to go......just the few freedom days at my sisters gave me that old FREE feeling,and I can't decsribe in words how good it felt.The funny thing is....me and my sister didn't even go out or anything enticing.We did my medical appt.s,played cards,and watched TV.Ray bends over backwords to keep me away from my sister...hell,ANYBODY,as far as that goes.
Before I sign off and clk on publish,I have to admit one thing.Ray DOES have such a sweet side to him,that I don't know if I'll ever find in another man.....but it doesn't last but a hot-minute and things take a turn for the worse.
Anyways....nuff about my sorted love life,or lack of...Gotta be back to work today at 8:45.The boss I work has me assigned to the lightest duty possible until my neck surgery,plus my screwed up arm is in better shape.It looks warped,but it starting to work a little better.Thank goodness the cast is history,and I'm just in a cool looking black splint-type thingy.
Take Care and everyone have a great day!!!!