So today is the first official day that the word "blog" goes into the dictionary.The Miriam something....something dictionary,that is.I just heard this on the radio on my way back home.Pretty interesting,cuz I already thought it was a word.lol
I'm ready to go back to work.....but I need a new job! If this $$ problem keeps up....I might accidently find myself back on stage! Ooooweee.....now we don't want that do we? Too much access to anything.Money~booze~pills~drugs~more money~more booze~and it goes on and on.Like that commercial where that guy is running around in a circle in an empty room.lol He keeps saying "I need to make more money 2 buy more drugs 2 go 2 work 2 to make more money 2 go 2 work 2 buy more drugs....etc....etc..........That was the old me.Is it humanly possible to JUST go to work,and not drink/drug? Yea,I think so.I knew a few dancers that did it....not many.One girl payed her way thru college,then bought some duplexes that are making her money back now....She was so anti-drug,but I think she may have drank a few beers every now and then....but not enough to interfere,I guess.BUT....the burning question is....Can TAMMI do this? Do I have the willpower to "Just say no"? lol
And then two: I'm not 110 lb.s anymore either! Yikes! LOL
Ray would never go for it.I know if he DOES decide to burn-off,I could never let him find out....I'd be willing to bet he would hunt me down and make sure I didn't have legs to dance on.It's that male pride thing,I think! THAT would be the only thing he couldn't swallow about a break-up.
O.K.~I "tryed" the country life.....it's a bummer.But I don't know if I'm ready to go back to the dance-world.So much b.s. involved.So much game.But damn! The money is GREAT.(ching-ching)
Wednesday, December 1, 2004
NEW WORD~BLOG!
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