Tuesday, November 30, 2004

TUESDAY'S GONE w/ THE RAIN!

Rain,rain go away,come again some other day.I hate driving in this mess.But I have no choice."Things to do~People to xxxx"(just kiddin')....MY BADDDDD....That would be the way Tammi "used" to be,I guess.Never any true meaningful relationships.Just an occasional dinner date/shopping spree.lol...THIS would be the first time I have been w/ ONE person for more than 2 years,as a matter-of-fact.What are the odds on that happening again? THAT'S really a scarey thought.Somehow I picture being this little old lady with everything in her house being in a certain spot,all alone in her fuzzy house shoes,reading her Anne Rule books and obsessing over where her kid's are at,and when they will call next.But even if your with someone in those older/lonely years...when do people decide to take seperate bedrooms?Doesn't this somehow defeat the purpose? I mean,good grief...I hate sleeping alone.Even when I live alone,me and my GF's sleep together.Co-dependency issues I suppose.

The more my best friend talks about the "single" life....the more appealing it gets.Have I really forgotten what it's like to go out and have F-U-N? Food 4 thought.

2 comments:

Cary said...

The grass always looks better on the other side of the fence, Babe. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to defend your relationship with Ray, he sounds like a total asshole, and it's time for you to move on to your own life.

But don't forget what it was like being single before you decide to go hop in that pond again. You want my advice? Get a piece of paper and list the advantages and disadvantages to both.

Love ya much.

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Don't be silly; old ladies can have cats to keep them company. :-)