PNEUMONIA SUX

Hey hey,

Yea....it's me! WHAT'S LEFT of me,that is! lol

Just got out of the hospital yesterday.Been there for (I think) 4 or 5 days.A few of the days I don't really remember.Friggin pneumonia tagged me again! My Pulmanary doctor said that this pneumonia was different than the last one....last one being much worse w/ spiking temps and all.....but anyways,a few rounds of anti-biotic and off I go again.Ohhh.....they really almost had me walking out of there at first,cuz they poked me in several places before finally chosing my dang neck for the I.V.....glad I stayed though,I knew I was feeling like crap,but didn't know it was pneumonia again.Everyone that knows us well enough...know that me and my bio-mother don't speak.So what a shocker to see her.I wonder if she came to see if I was barely hanging on,like the last time pneumonia snuck up on me? I know that sounds harsh.....but she doesn't care about me.Why should I? It was the shortest conversation in history...and then she kisses my head like she really gave a damn.It was all for show,cuz other people were there.I'm not buying into the "I care" mess anymore.She just don't.

Anyways,enuff bitter venting(lol).....what have I missed,lately? Any action?Man O' Man ,I see it's flooding in places like Austin and Odessa....hope nobody had to deal w/ any of that mess,like Beth and John did that one year.Well,gotta do some un-packing,you wouldn't believe the number of socks and books my sister Teresa brought me! lol....My feet will never get cold,and I'll always have something to read...lol....she was such an angel,tho'.Shoot,She didn't want to leave my side,but I had to make her go....Ray took up all the slack tho'.He missed 2 days work,but he didn't have to do that,either.It wasn't my first rodeo in the pneumonia dept.,ya know? ha ha Hoping it was my last....but that's exactly what I said last time.This trip kinda took my mind on another route...a little less fantasizing,and sticking to what's going on in the REAL world,would probably keep me out of trouble,I'd bet.

Came home to a mess.Boy was I so agg.I couldn't sit down till everything was back in order,so I didn't go to sleep till about midnight.Not unusual for me to go to sleep at that time....but unusual for me to be cleaning till that time.

Shoot,another thought!...Aunt Merrille's friend moved back to Canada,so I will be doing all of her taxi'ing her around again.I don't mind that much,really.But some days I don't have as much time to do these things,but I just feel so obligated.I love her to pieces,so I shouldn't complain.Am I even complaining?? ha ha???? Ohhhhh......NOT ME!?Nevvvvvver. (grin)