FED UP

Another Ray/Tammi arguement! So tired of it.He's always threatening to leave.WELL DAMN!! DO IT!!! Everytime he drinks too much,he wants to pick a fight! I'm so fed up I could scream! I've moved to this got-forsaken(can't use God) part of the world to make him happy,and what a mistake this was!!! I feel like that country mouse-- city mouse story!! But I feel like the country is TOO MUCH for me.He's lovin' this shit though.Got me out of civilization so that he can play house half the time and be miserable the rest of the time.Then we have to go to Thanksgiving(HIS familily,of course) and we have to play pretend-like everything is hunk-dory!! I feel like acting an ass tomorrow! lol....Wouldn't that be something to blog-about.