Texas Tammi

Tammi's Life....some days are diamonds~some days are stone! That is sooooo TRUE!

Today is a stone.Sick-sick-sick...Major head-ache.Tried laying down to try to meditate it away.Sometimes that works.....Not today.I think it's just stress! Alot of unecesarry crap going on these days.One being....a mother that really could care less if I were dead or alive.Yesterday's screaming and cussing me for no reason...well....that's the last straw.I see now why my other 2 sisters and brother won't give her the time of day.All I can say is I tried to make peace with her.....and that's all I can do.She never raised us anyways.....what makes me think that after all these years that she's gona just up and change.Well....she won't.I gotta stop stressin' over this tho.She's gona be a lonely old bitter woman later on in life,cuz not even 2 of her own sisters and one of the brothers really think she needs mental help.That's what me and my 2 aunts were talking about just not too long ago.THEY were saying that...not me...but now I'm really gona have start facing the facts.Wake up and smell the coffee! She's s damn miserable,and it just seems as tho she wants everyone else to be miserable too.

Man O man.....sure wish I had the type of Mom that I see other people have.Gotta go...I'm thru wallowing in self pity~LOL