Texas Tammi

I can't believe it.The Judge locked Ray up on wednesday,and set his new bond at $50,000.Who in the hell has an extra 5,000 to get him out? Damn,damn,damn!Life sux! He promised to help me with the $3,000 that I bonded him out with last time!I post-dated a $3,000 check for him,and he took waaaay too many draws out of this last roofing job! If I could come up w/ $1,500,I REALLY need to do that to keep a felony off my back!Am I supposed to believe that he is really gona pay this $5,000? I love him....but what can I do? I'm so stuck....I'd be willing to bet that my Aunt and Uncle would go for the $1,500,and then the bailbodsmen saidhe would let Ray pay out the rest of the $3,500....but then when that check goes thru on the 28th of this month,I'm screwed.And the bondsman said for sure it would.Ray fails to realize....all he has is a misdemeanor,I will get tagged w/ a FELONY.And since I've been to prison for 4 1/2 years...how is this gona look to a Judge?He's gona say well...look at this dumby.She still hasn't learned a lesson!

OH my gosh....what am I supposed to do? I love this man,but he's gona put me back on paper.The bailbodsman even told me,that most of the time the Judge re-instates his bond,and turns him loose after a couple of weeks punishment.He's in for assault and an insefficient bond.After assaulting me...damn near killing me...why am I struggling with this issue? My gut tells me that I better think about that $3,000 check first,and THEN deal w/ Ray,cuz there's a VERY good chance the Judge will turn him loose anyways...

Welll...another day of drama for me...when does it end??