I was just reading some stuff from my old blog...Sheesh! I friggin blogged 433 times compared to my 63 times on this blog,and I'll admit....I had somehow...NOT SURE how...but I had forgotten JUST how miserable I was with my "X".Even on a slow day I could see how pissy I was even getting over even just the little thingshttp://tamra747.blogspot.com/2005/02/confrontation-time.html. LOOK how crazy I was getting over a friggin TV Show!Sometimes I'm glad I blogged my insane thoughts.At least I can look back at what I was doing this time last year,or the years before and for F***'s sake!! I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT AGAIN!!
OH!! YOU want me to come home?To what fucker? that same ol' stupid bullshit?Cuz you damn sure haven't changed--but as you can see!! I HAVE CHANGED! Your ALREADY saying I can't work where I work...which reminded me of something! BEFORE that medical shit happened.YOU GOT ME LAYED OFF OF THE BEST JOB I HAD with your constant nagging and yelling at me in the parking lot.Not to mention making the owner feel threatened! I just don't think I can go through anymore emotional roller coaster rides w/ you!Ya see! You have me doing it NOW.I can only imagine what it will be like AGAIN! We TRYED this "one more time" thing! HOW MANY ONE MORE TIMES?
Dammit!!You got me in that crazy place! Your I looove you baby crap is so OLD.Who invented TEXT MESSAGING anyways? And wait! What's worse is "I'M" the dummy that taught you HOW to text!
*^&%$!! I miss the guy I met.WHO the hell are you anyways?After almost 9 years,shouldn't I KNOW you by now? You would THINK I would!I am reading myself talking about how STUCK I was.Ohh helll nawww!! I can't see myself feeling so desperate again!
Shift the dammmn gears...
Nearest Book
This is one of those crazy blog games.....got it from Cary athttp://www.bastique.com/index.html ...did you give up posting C-Man?
1.Grab the nearest book.
2.Open the book to page 123.
3.Find the fifth sentence.
4.Post the text of the sentence here.
5.Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.
Mine says: "There was nothing for her,and she put it all back in the box,and walked slowly out to her car,thinking that maybe she'd go for a drive" (that came from the only book in here I see...Danielle Steel "Heartbeat")
Monday, March 16, 2009
Going Thru Last Blog
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Hey, First commenter! lol! Tammi. I heart you a brand new Corvette with a beach house and safe haven!
Michael Manning--
ACCEPTED!!! THAT IS SOOOO SWEET!!
Bummer...I feel "stuck on stupid"...cuz I JUST finished yet ANOTHER back n forth conversation with Ray.He's TELLING me what I'm gona do TONIGHT,TOMORROW....
quote--"your gona have your ass home every single night...I'm almost off work,and I better see you home when I get there"
I just got out of the tanning bed...and I KNEW I should have got out when my shoulders started itching! I feel burnt! and I am NOT going to that crazy place tonight! I already feel like my a** is spanked,it's burning sooo bad.UuGH!
I love going back and reading what I write sometimes I'm like oh no she didn't. It keeps me focused and on track, hope it does the same for you. Thanks girlie for following both blogs. Muah
Honey do not let him wear you down. I am going to back-read my blog one of these days too.
learning is awesome.
Uhu, he's saying that?
Nice; he needs to learn a lot about relationships and love! He needs a shrink, not a woman.
Take care and stand your ground.
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