It seems like ages since I got on those stages.I've had alot of time to think about it,and since I dropped all that weight that I put on while I was with Ray,I figure it's time to go back.For the first few years I was so happy.We cooked out,went out to eat,I cooked...he cooked,and as the end result I put on pounds in unwanted places.But I didn't give a crap.We were happy.Then the drinking started and the Ray I knew turned into an evil monstor.OK,so now I'm finally back down to the size I have been all my life w/ the exception of my Ray-years.So instead of making a weekly check ..I've opted to shake some ass and make a weeks check in ONE night .The owners have been begging me everytime I see them,as I've known them since they opened the club which turned this town inside out with anger.HA HA! Yet they are still going strong.
I seen a dancer that I worked with for a long time in Auto Zone the other day,and we hugged and jumped up and down w/ excitement.She hasn't changed a bit! I KNOW I have,but she swears I haven't changed much at all.People always said we were sisters and we just agreed.lol...but I don't think I would have ever qualified to do the Caddilac commercials like she did.lol.Long blonde hair,amazon-tall,and her coppertone tan hasn't changed a bit.THIS is a spitting image of her ------->.cricket look-a-like
I promised her I would THINK about it.But I ALREADY thought about it long ago before we ran into ea. other.I just had to un-ass this ass!
So I went out the other night and bar hopped a few places wondering if age would get in my way.I noticed alot of the younger girls had no spunk.No moves and didn't seem to care.The older ones were pulling bills out of pockets w/ there eyes alone!Well,I still have my pole moves and doing the splits and playing the flirt comes too easy for me STILL,sooooo here goes nothing.I SWORE I'd never go back.Morals and principles have to take a back seat this time.This is gona dissappoint a few people,but WTF.They don't pay my bills.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
STRIPPER ON THE LOOSE!
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Tammi,
One thing I know from experience (I've been working every day this week and I still have two more days to go) money is the most powerful motivating force next to pain.
Look, you know what bills you have to pay and you know what you have to do to get them paid. It's like this. You know who you are and what it is you're about. That's still worlds apart from what someone like me may think. What I think and what you know are two very different things. You're right, we're not paying your bills and we're not struggling to make your ends meet.
Trust me, if I had the looks to do it, I might just shake what I've got at some ladies to make some serious money too. God knows I could use it. I could tell you that you have millions of alternatives out there to make money and you do but you know what's best for you.
Granted, there may be those that are disappointed. They'll get over it but the question I'm sure you're really asking yourself is who is most disappointed...your friends or you?
One rule of thumb that I've come to live by is that there are basic needs that have to be met and if it seems too easy to meet them, that situation is something you shouldn't get used to.
Best advice I can give you is this; Do What You Feel You Have To Do. If it starts to get too rough on you though or you start to feel the old life creeping back in, just remember where and how that part ended and pull out.
Those of us that are really your friends will understand and we'll back you up.
Plain and simple.
Stripping isn't hooking so people shouldn't be disappointed and if the get in your face slpa them out with a roll of greenbacks.
You;re right about the young ones, they think they can make their way by being young and naked but i know as a guy and someone who has been to one or two strip clubs in my time cough cough sorry, throiats a little dry, the girls that get the most action are the ones that look and are happy with what they do.
Good luck polishing that pole ;)
~DJ~
Thanks friend.I figure alot of women would say"ohhh he's a MAN,so sure he's gona agree with me dancing again"...but I KNOW that's not true with you.Your the best at looking at all angles with care and concern for ME,and voicing your opinion whether I want to hear it or not...and I am and always will be grateful for that DJ.
You've been a really good friend,and those are truly hard to find.
Sheesh! It sounds as if I'm leaving and not coming back or something.LOL
Just wanted to get a lil mushy this morning and tell u some things I've been wanting to tell you.HUGGGGGGGGGGS
hey, i wouldn't be your friend if i was judgemental about every little thing ya did now, would i? :) You're older and wiser now and you know exactly what you're doing and why you're doing it, so go for it :)
hugs
I have always maintained that a person must go down their own road. Beware and be careful. I have a feeling that once you have tried it, you will see another side of it that may lead you into new directions and you'll find yourself saying "If you would have told me I'd find happiness and a good income in this business, I would have never believed you. ALL BEST Tammi!
It's your life to live as you choose and don't let anyone tell you different. If that's what you want to do, then go for it. If people judge you badly, then tell them to f-off and mind their own business.
Well Tamster, I look at it this way. If you're good at it, you enjoy it and it helps make ends meet, cool. Now maybe it is morally unjustifiable but let the others say "well of COURSE he's gonna condone it" but I'm not going to condemn it because I'm not the paragon of virtue myself here. I don't condone it but I think the ends do justify the means. My advice is always free. To be honest with you, out of all my friends, you're one in a small handful that actually takes my advice more often than not.
Either way it goes, you have a lot of support right here. And on top of that if you ever need the advice offline, call me and I'll shoot the breeze about it.
Will anyone else know about it? Nope, what happens on the phone stays with the NSA.
Besides...I gotta send you some music. Need high-energy electronic dance music?
Honey I don't see where you are disappointing anybody. I think if it's legal and it pays the bills - go for it. I only wish I qualified to be a stripper. Yowza!!!
I'm with Patti on this one....and if I had the body and the guts to do it, you bet your ass I would!! ;)
It's totally up to YOU whether or not you dance again. I'd love to be able to do something like that! It sounds rather exciting and maybe even fun. I'm not built for it, though, and too shy. It sounds more fun than sitting at a desk for 8+ hours per day. If it's what you want, go for it!
Woot woot! A confident woman!!
Hooray for that :-)
Wow.I thought I would get of few "don't u dare's"!!
Thanks so much everyone for the vote of confidence.I'm starting back Saturday night,btw.
My best friend...or should I say my best "guy" friend asked me "where do you plan on going to dance again...the VFW"?
Ain't that a b****?
LOL
what a peckerwood!
I'd have told him, "actually...I'm startin' at your mom's"
Bet it went really well on Saturday night! Was it kind of fun to be back?
Something came up,so I didn't wind up going back.....I'm still gona....but not just right now.
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