CAN SOMEBODY PULL MY HEAD OUT?

OK...so here is my theory.I figure I won't blog until I can say something upbeat and positive....but as you can see my blog has been on a freakin hold because I haven't been able to blog anything decent.No matter how many hours I work.No matter how many fucking days and nightsI bust my ass....it's never enough.So help me God.I just want to give UP!Honest to God.
I owe Wood County $100 measley dollars...and because I don't have it...by 5:00 today...I will be on the run.All over not paying the Texas surcharge of $35...it was paid alright...but 3 days too late,so I have another $100 to have to give them.Deadline is today and I'm online letting everyone know....If you don't hear fronm me....my drivers license just got me lcked up w/ no way out till I go to court on 3-4 months!!
Dammit....nobody can't say I haven't been TRYING like hell.It's like:you don't pay one bill they take your car.You don't pay lights...you are in the dark....but mainly I spent too many days at the hospital(off work) with my daughter who was in a life threatening situation,and I DON'T regret being there for her...but it's put a kink in everything,and I'm down to the wire on this $100 damn fee,or else they warrant will be issued abnd I will be locked up.
It seemed like when I was a hellraiser,I NEVER had these problems.You TRY to do what you know is right,and it JUST DON"T SEEM TO BE GOOD ENOUGH!Sometimes I just wanna GIVE UP DAMMIT!
I'm at my wits end.