MOVED TO THE LAND of OPPORTUNITY!

I know I just shot a hole through my beautiful lakeside life....but I couldn't stay in no-where-ville and make it.I HAD to move back to the city where jobs are everywhere,just waiting on me to put in an app or 2.Ya see....it's not so easy,really for a person w/ my ugly background to get a job in the first place.But when you add that plus a community where everyone is kin and work for each other...not to mention no job market at all....well,that spells trouble.I hated moving back to Tyler and leaving such a beatiful place,right when the owner was ready to draw up papers to own...but I decided that it wouldn't do any good to OWN,if I couldpay for it.Waaaaay to far to drive to jobs in the big city(that sounded pretty country,huh?)ha ha
But there are more reasons' that I chose to call my great Uncle and ask for some muscle to help me move furniture,washing machine/dryer...etc....come to find out.Ray....remember psycho Ray?My EX? His boss's mother owns the property,and when Ray found out...he got his digs in.He didn't bother me,that's for sure.I wanted out of the boonies....the country,and move closer to civilization.
SO.....here I am,at the public library,because my sister(where I moved)doesn't have internet.I am sooooo happy with my choice.I feel a certain freedom that's hard to explain.I was getting up to my ears in bills,and now I can just help my sister,who keeps refusing....but I can't stay as a mooche.A bum.So I'll do my part because she's not exactly rich,and simply could use the help.She's a good girl with a good heart.OHhh wait! NOT the sister that's in jail.My mother calls her a holy roller...but she's NOT like that at all.If you wanna talk about the bible...she's all for it.If you don't,she's not offended.I can come and go as I please without(like staying with a parent) "Where are you going"...."when will you be back"? Sis don't care.She's a homebody and likes her quite time,actually.LOL
So.All is well.
Thanks to a very good friend up north,have had the support and motivation to do better than just half-ass going through life.I adore you K.
Thanks for EVERYTHING.