Thursday, August 3, 2006

I'M SO LOST

I really hate to harp on things....but I sure miss my sweet lil baby boy.Bad.Now I am getting furious.The Bxxxx won't take my calls....matter of fact all she has is a cell that you have to add minutes to,and no home phone.I went by there the other day when I was in town and no answer at the door,but there WAS a car there.My mother called about this and screamed at me for about 10 minutes never letting me get a word in edgewise.She wanted to know WHY IN THE H--- I let that druggy have Scooty back,but yet she never gave me the chance to tell her my side of it before hanging up.Then everytime I tried calling her back,I got it w/ both barrels AGAIN,and hung up on.
I can't imagine him in the states' custody,but I feel if I call again (after my other sister has already called CPS)then they will take him to strangers and the whole process would take forever to get him back.
I'm so confused.

7 comments:

Lisa said...

oh honey I really feel for you. You obviously have the backing of your Mum of you're going to pursue getting Scooty back (well it sounds that way, she sounds just as pissed as you do about it...although she's taking it out no the wrong person).

I really hope you all get what's needed in the best interests of Scoot..and sorry but I really hope your sister gets what's coming to her.

hang in there *hug*

Tamara said...

Lisa*Hey hun.Me and my mother have never seen eye-to-eye on anything really,but this is ridiculous.The sun rose and set in my half sisters' ass ...only because she was in major denial that her youngest daughter was strung out.NOW she sees after waking up a few times and her money GONE,knowing my sister was the only one there.(and she don't even LIVE with momma)!!
Anyways..I'll be going by there today.If you don't hear back,it's cuz I kicked the door in and went to jail.(not really) Alot of good THAT would do for Scooty.She said he would be back for school(I heard thru the grapevine).I need to take him school shopping if that's really the case,so I wish I could hear it from her cuz school starts in about 2 weeks.
Headed to your blog to see what's up in your world.
hugs :-}

Lisa said...

Well that sounds encouraging...the grapevine bit, I mean. Sounds like maybe she just wanted to have him for the holidays. Wish you knew for certain so you would at least know whether he's coming back and when though eh?

Chin up. I'm rooting for you xx

Walker said...

That sucks.
Keep on plugging away and never give up.
I did once and I regret it still.
I can undestand you not wanting him in the hands of strangers and have to bite your lip and settle for a lesser evil hopefully.

It's time your mother realized she has to settle down and join forces instead of holding onto a fantasy.

Take care

Tamara said...

Walker*Lisa*I hear ya.Me and my mother join forces?That'll be the day. I would love to have her help instead of her freakin critisism...but by law,I couldn't stop her from taking him.My mom thinks I should have just hung onto the bumper of her car or something...but I don't see her trying to help with any of the three kids my sister has.I really WISH I could take all 3 of them,but I can't.She has someone to pawn them off to all the time though I hear.She's such a b****!Scooty told me the woman that she leaves them with HITS them,has a junky/ugly/stinky house and she always pee's on herself! What kind of person is THAT?Obviously she doesn't care.Neither does my mother,and I truly understand why.She would keep them sometimes,but she don't anymore because for one:she had surgery on her heart and could have another bout' with her heart,and two:everytime my sister says she'll be back that night...she lies and doesn't come back for 2 or 3 days.So I can see why my mother is leary about taking them.But school starts sooner than I thought.The 11th,and I'm just hoping to hear something soon.Thanks for crossing your fingers.Is it hard to type like that?(grin)

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