2 B or not 2 B?

Hmmm,did I say no more Ray? Yea,I guess I did say that...Well,all bets are off,we are talking again.Some ppl think I may just be a glutton for punishment...but Ray does have his good points.He can be the sweetest person in the world,but then when he's being an ass,he really makes me wonder what I see in him.
I think I can handle his moods,for now.I'm in no position to do anything different.
I'm looking for another job now,in this small hillbilly town.It's not that easy,that's for sure.But I think my painter boss hired me for more than just a painters helper.If Ray only knew half the crap this guy said to me,he would act a fool.I know,and seen 1st hand how Ray's jealousy gets him into fights.Men! Can't live with em',can't shoot em'!
My left hand is still lacking strength and coordination,otherwise I would go back to work at my old job.But there is no way I could pick up that heavy stuff.I can barely hold a gallon of milk without dropping it.Bummer.
Oh hey,I'm not saying that being off work is all THAT bad.It has a few advantages.lol..I mean,gosh I've never had time to really watch TV..but lately I've been watching alot of reality TV.Like the "Real World",and OH my fave is "Fear Factor"? I mean holy-cow! Would you eat spiders,bugs and roaches for $200,000,or dunk your head in a tank full of snakes to get the most plums,to win a vehicle? ha ha Yuk! I don't know if I could do some of those things they do to win.But on the other hand $200,000 is alot of money.lol