Wednesday, June 15, 2005

WOW! WHERE HAS THE TIME WENT??

My computer has been in my storage building for a few weeks now,and boy have I missed having access to it. I moved out from my Aunts.Couldn't hang.I've spent most of my life in "MY" OWN home,and ppl stayed w/ me! Instead for several months I wound up taking care of my elderly aunt by moving in,and well.......you know how older ppl are.Set in their ways....even "I'M set in ways also,when it comes down to someone living w/ ME...so that's understandable.But the REAL deal is....this Canadian chic that has been sucking up to my aunt,moreless took over.Although I love my aunt....ppl said I enabled her by waiting on her hand and foot,and NOT letting her do things that she knows she can do,so I'm cool with her moving in now ,cuz it give me all the more reason to move.I just stayed cuz I felt sorry for my aunt.Her health has gone down rapidly,then her only son(my cousin) died just recently at 39 years old.He NEVER knew his insides were riddled w/ cancer,and all my aunt done after the funeral was sit and watch the DVD that someone put together of his baby pics,on up to when he had his own son,then his last few pics(with sad music in the background)She watched this DVD from sun-up to sun-down,and it really saddened me,but I couldn't pursuade her to watch anything else.Maybe Robin,the girl that moved in, can be of more help than I could. I'm temporarily in a small kitchenette type place until I get a house of my own.Ray stays out of town working,and comes in long enough to bring home the bacon.LOL.The hardest part is....my neck still needs surgery,and boy do I dread that!But I opted to leave my arm/wrist the way it is.Warped.It looks pitiful,and doesn't have much strength,but the doctor says give it some time,and hopefully I'll get more strength in it.This is the first time in my life that I haven't held down a job,and the boredom is driving me batty.My whole world changed the very moment I flipped my car and broke my neck and arm.And to think....I almost got full coverage on my car,but like a dumb-dumb,I chose the cheaper route and got liability that doesn't cover crap!
Other than that.I really have no REAL complaints.I'm still chuggin' along.When life throws you a curve ball........DUCK! HIT THE GROUND! ha ha

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