Gosh,has it really been 3 days since I blogged last? Hmmm,I guess so.Shoot,when Ray is here,NO computer for Tammi! Not only is he overly jealous of my computer.. if someone looks at me longer than 2 seconds he has something to say about it.I think he is jealous of anything I do that takes HIS time away from HIM.lol I can't scrapbook,I can't get online,I can't go anywhere...I've never given him a reason to think that I would cheat,but this weekend he just kept asking me if I had another man! Ohhh! C'mon,get real.Makes me wonder if he's got a guilty conscience or something....
okay WAIT!! This isn't gona turn into a full blown "Ray" post.lol...
I don't know about anybody else,but thunderstorms scare the xxxx out me!! Last night it was thundering ,lightning,and raining for a long time,and I just couldn't sleep.Then when I finally did go to sleep,I had another prison nightmare.I just wonder what keeps bringing these terrible nightmare's on? I'm definately behaving myself,so I don't think that's a factor,but for some reason I have the wierdest nightmare's of being back in the penetentiary.I literally woke up shaking and in tears this morning.Uugh!!I've noticed I don't have as many as I did when I first got out...but when I do,their just unerving! Is THAT (unerving) even a word,btw?
Monday, April 11, 2005
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because i came here with just 2 suitcases, no car, no nothing, i've been staying with David all this time and he's retired young from his law career due to migraines secondary to an accident he had when he was younger, I spend almost every waking hour of every day of every month ( you catch my drift ) with david that even if i'm out with "the girls" shopping or whatever, I miss him so much! I'm terrible..LOL.
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