WHAT A LIFE!

OMIGOSH! Honestly...In person,I don't consider myself a habitual complainer....but I do save my bitchin' to unload in my blog.This way I don't have to actually open my mouth and say something that I can't take back (or that can get me fired) so I save it for my blog.In fact,ppl say I hide my true feelings behind a smile or a giggle...when deep down,I wanna slap somebody's head off.Yup,I know that sounds harsh....but I really have to take back what I said about my working conditions.Things have done a major flip-flop for us since this new control freak slave driver was given a management position.I barely just got back to work from all this medical shit....I was given my family practitioners doctors release...NOT my broke-neck doctor,or broke arm doctor.Do you actually think they would say "sure...go on back to work,and let us know when you have a few weeks off to go ahead and do the neck surgery"! SNAP!!! Yea,right.That'll never happen.
But hell...I got bills to pay!
Anyways...I got wrote up already(3 write-ups and your automatically fired).......Like a dumbass,I was late twice (only by a few minutes) and I'm already wrote up...while I see the 2 guys clock in late almost everyday.Yea...the 2 guys she stays in the back and flirts with all day while the rest of us are busting our ass to get things done.I had to be at work at 8:45 day before yesterday and I got there at 8:47.After I signed the write-up that I wanted to stick up her ass....Guy #1 strolls in 15 minutes late,and she KNEW that "I" KNEW it,and she still let him slide-ola!
I feel like I'm ass-kissing now,just to keep my job,cuz in this small town ("No-where-ville")....it's not like there is a big selection in the job market.
When she comes in ,and is in a funky mood,we already know how the 1st half of the day is gona be...walking on egg shells....and it sux.Before my car accident we had a great boss.She called the MAIN OFFICE and probably lied to get him bumped out,so SHE could take his position,and probably had her butt-buddy to back her.I've never seen such mis-use of a little bit of authority in my life.Especially when this person is breaking so many rules herself,it's pitiful.Useing company time for personal trips to taxi around her Dad and little girl....oh,crap,I could go on and on about HER rule breaking,but what good would it do...other than get it off my chest.
OOOOOkkkkkk.....!!! I'm through ranting and raving....but believe me... my eyes and ears are peeled in hopes that I find a better job.Nuff said on that.
I honestly DO have some good things going on in my life.....but I obviously waiste too much time and space to share the good stuff.lol
I really am healing fast,so that's a plus....feeling soooo much better lately(physically).Scared shitless about tomorrow though....cuz I got a ticket,and I don't know how other states handle theirs....but in Texas...supposedly you have 10 days to contact the judge about it.Well....the ticket was over my wreck,and as we all know I spent a little time in the hospital,then was bed-ridden when I got out.But procrastinating Tammi didn't call about the ticket within the 10 days.So I get a summons to appear before the judge tomorrow at 10,and since I didn't respond in those 10 days...will they lock me up? I called the Judges secretary and she says NO WAY....but the paranoid side of me says that maybe she said I wouldn't go to jail,so that I would show up(and slap the cuffs).She laughed when I asked her and said "no,the Judge just wants to see if your guilty or not guilty,and then maybe set up a payment plan if necessary".My tickets total about $450,I think.So...if by some chance I don't blog for a few days,I may be locked up.Damn....I hope not!
Anyways...this is turning into a book,so I'll go for now and see if Fear Factor is coming on...I get my nights mixed up....I dig that show though.
(Let's Toast) "Here's to PEACE,LOVE,HAPPINESS,PROSPERITY,and FREEDOM"!!!