Texas Tammi

I get to see a friend that I haven't seen in a while today,and I'm really excited.I've NEVER cheated on Ray,and even though I know I'm not perfect....my mind still wanders....like: "What if...Ray was gone?" What could possibly come of this? and all I get is good thoughts when I weigh it all out.I really enjoy this persons company,and I THINK he enjoys mine.:-} Sooooo?????

Plus the fact Ray keeps on threatening to leave,or telling ME to leave! Which I think is hilarious when THIS is NOT even Ray's house! lol I don't even get irritated anymore when Ray threatens...just the thought would actually be a huge relief! Sad as it may sound......I get tired of being pushed around,and closed in like some monkey in a cage while he goes off and gets drunk(and gets his lip rearranged).I told him his mouth is gona get him in trouble(and it DID).