Thursday, September 23, 2004

WEIRDO'S!

Johnny..WHAT A WEIRDO!! I KNEW there was something verrry strange about my aunts boyfriend.She's been w/ him for I think about 8 years now....and I SWEAR he gave me the CREEPS! She came by last night drunk and crying and yelling she was gona kill him...well naturally I thought they just broke up.Well,besides that...the sorry son-of-a-bitch put his hands on my cousins little 5 year old!She started crying..begging A.Darlene not to leave her with "paw-paw Johnny",and when A.Darlene asked her why....she showed A.Darlene what the bastard had been doing to her.She was bleeding! She wanted to borrow a gun so she could go blow his head off she said.I literally had to hold her down until she could get ahold of herself.All I could do was hold her close till she finally came to a baby-like sob.Her own father had done her the same way as a child and her mother blamed her!! I can only imagine all the things she must be going thru right now...but letting her get back in the car drunk...or worse ...drunk with a gun...no...I just couldn't let her do that to herself.She just has to find some kind of peace somewhere with this...get ahold of herself so that she can be there for Alicia and the baby.A.Darlene's mother wasn't there for HER...but Darlene CAN be there for her own child and grandchild,and NOW is when they need her the most.I'm sooooo sleepy.She went ahead and went home b/c she had to pick Jason up early this morning,but called me several times up until about 4:00 this morning.I feel exhausted and so friggin confused this morning! WHAT KIND OF MAN COULD DO SUCH AN AWFUL THING TO A 5 YEAR OLD!!!??? A SICK BASTARD THAT NEEDS TO BE CASTURATED!!THAT'S WHO! What a strange night.After the huge arguement w/ Ray,we agreed a seperation is best.You would know...he wakes up w/ a different attitude.Like he's in a different world everytime he wakes up.Anyways,how dare him be pissed cuz she kept us up last night.Damn he can be so selfish sometimes!

MEN! Can't live with em'....can't kill em'!


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