Fussin' and Fightin'! What a DRAG!

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Got into yet ANOTHER arguement w/ Ray.I'm so sick of him threatening me to leave! I told him to tear his ass~cuz I'm sick and tired of him using that as a weapon....we both know that things would be alot easier for the both of us...I could go back to Tyler Texas...maybe even dance again...who know? And then two: he wouldn't have the responsibilities that are heaped on him right now.He won't let me work b/c he's so friggin jealous...Oh yea...I could say screw him and do it anyways...but he's right about the fact that we would NEVER see each other b/c of our work scheduals.But he's taken on the huge financial load and it;'s sooo hard making ends meet.Robbin' Peter to pay Paul basically.If this is the way he wants it....then he needs to stop whining about having to pay everything.HE MADE THAT CHOICE....NOT ME.Doesn't he even "try" to understand ,that this is the absolute first time in my life that I have NOT worked.Damnnn...I've been a hard worker my whole life.Whatever I've done...I tried to do it %110...but these days..I just feel as useless as the tits on a bore hog! God knows I do love him...but he's got ONE MORE time threatening me w/ leaving or insulting me like he did last night and IT'S FLAT-ASS OVER!! I'll move on.

That's about as much as I have to blog for now.Tood-a-loo..